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  • Mood: Annoyed
People tell me it's just a band or it's just a stupid song. People tell me to just stop being sad. People tell me to just stop being nervous all the time. But don't you dare talk to me about something you will never understand. You don't understand. Stop telling me to just be happy cause I don't know what happy fells like anymore, I've hidden my sadness for too long and I can't anymore. Stop telling me to just not be nervous anymore but I don't know how not to be. And stop telling me it's just a stupid obsession because it's not. You don't know what I go through each day so just stop talking about things you don't understand. You don't know whats made me sad, you don't know why I am nervous, you do not know what that band means to me. You don't know who I am when I don't fake a smile. You never helped me when I needed it, you know who did? That stupid band did. The lyrics reached me when I was in a dark place and pulled me towards the light. When I was contemplating doing things that could potentially hurt others those lyrics stopped me and made me think. You were never there for me when I was hurting. You were never there to stop those who continue to hurt me. Yet you still try to tell me to 'just be happy' and 'it's just a stupid band, stop obsessing over them'. You never helped me in the continuing dark times but they did. I see you every day and get no help, I have never met any of them and they continue to pull me through each day. You don't understand the pain I hold in and take out upon my body but they do. You have never gone through what I have, but they have. You tell me to 'just get over it' They tell me 'just hold on a little longer. It won't last forever'. You don't know of the countless nights I've spent crying. You don't know what it feels like to take a blade to your wrist. You don't know what it fells like to never be good enough for someone. You don't know me so stop trying to. Don't you dare talk to me about something you will never understand


Nikki Wzientek
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Hair color: Brown
Eye color: Hazel
Height: 5' 5"
Style: Glitter goth (as people call me), Emo, PunkRock
Music Type: Emo/Screamo, Country, Rock and more.
Books: Fantasy, Romance, Tragedy, Science fic. stuff like that

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EijiSaeki Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you for the fave!
silvereye94 Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you so much 4 the fav! ♥ ~(*O*)~
Animebaby1223 Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
no problem hun, it was good art :3
Azot2016 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Hi! I need you little help :) (Smile)
Can you +fav this work…
I participate in art`s competition.
Thanx a lot! I faved you work too! )
BBRAE1994 Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2013  Student Artist
Thanks for the fave
x1Kumiko-Chan1x Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2013  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fave >.<
Animebaby1223 Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
welcome ^-^
ucfgirl123 Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fav :squee:
KatarinaAutumn Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
MyChemicalRMY Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave!
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